~World.Of.Distress~

Unsubtle mind.

2010-06-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hey hey...

It's been a while.

I happened to be so free today that I've decided to write a post today.

Hmmm.

I'm seriously confused.

It seems that whatever that I'm doing now is all wrong. True enough, some of them are stupid mistakes, but most of the time, I feel like as if I'm victimized.

Is it because I have too much negativities in me that sets my mind to be in a certain way? Or is it because I don't want to stand up for my rights? Seriously, I don't know where I stand.

All of my confidence that I used to have are drained and now, I think I'm left with almost nothing. How am I going to move on with life w/o confidence? Maybe I can, or maybe I can't.

I still do have people around me that still cares for me, want me to change for the better. Though they might be the one that annoy me most, I believe, they are the ones that will be with me as time passed.

Relationship wise. I'm gonna let nature takes it's course. Not that I don't have any preferences in girls, it's just that I guess, moving on from a failed relationship is never easy. One thing for sure I've learnt:

"Love; accepting for all of what they are."

2010-03-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

When the sacrifices you've made was huge,
To others, it might be just a small matter.

2010-03-18T06:01:00.002+08:00

Don't you think that sometimes,

the decision you've made are choices of your heart.

It's never the long talks by your friends nor family

that made a conclusion for your fairytale ending.

But it's actually the matter of selfishness of oneself. =)

Never once regret to the decision that you've made,

Cause when it's back to reality,

You'll realized that it's all worth the fight.

2010-03-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

Huhuhu!

Don't ask me where I went;

I just feel that maybe,

Just maybe

I'm lost

2009-08-19T05:57:00.001+08:00

Wanted to change for the better. Really wanted to! But just don't know where to start.

Too much things that I wanted to achieve. Have to take it step by step.

15th August 2009

2009-08-15T17:18:00.002+08:00

It's been months and yet again, I moved on with my life. Perhaps not in a way that everyone would expect but more of like trying things that never been done before.

A lot and i really mean a lot happened. Quarrels, fights, arguments and just anything that you can thing of negatively, happened!

To me, friendship is one thing that I really treasure. Family is obviously something that you can never throw out of your life but friends? You have to be careful when it comes to friends. You have to find those who can really understand you, appreciate of what you are and willing to help you by any means.

I never want to see my closest friends to just fall out of a situation. Be it being backstabbed by other people or being played around. Never. And I will never will. I will help them in any means that I can. They might not be treating me the same way that I'm treating them but one day, perhaps just one day, they will understand the reasons why I'm doing all these.

Friends are not just friends by name. They are the ones who you can depend on when you in need. They are the ones that can give you a listening ears other than your family. Family is never a choice in my list as they're apart of me but friends, they're always the first on my priority list.

I think I've already understood the meaning of friends really well that I think I've to tell myself to just beware of the world out there. I'm easy to mingle with me but that doesn't mean if I can mingle well with them, I'll be one of them. Only me and I really mean only me that can determine who can be my closest ones and no one got the rights to judge them. NO ONE!

2009-04-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, finally i'm updating again. I'm just out of mood to update actually. Reason being ... just can't be bothered I suppose. Lol! But no worries, I'm now trying to pretend that my bloggie here is like my log book that I need to update daily. Haha!

I'm not trying to be arrogant here people but I just signed a contract with one of the modelling agency. Hmm, I did 2 photoshoots with 'em. The first one was a failure. For those who know what happened to my skin, it was the main reason why the first photoshoot session was a big failure. But, as modelling is one of my burning passion, I strive on and try to use facial products to clear up my skin and with God's Willing, it improved alot.

All I can think of now is that I can step into the modelling world and expriences it. Despite of my height that's barely 5 feet 2 inches, I will persevere and strive through. If the world's shortest supermodel (atleast my modelling knowledge), Devon Aoki, which is only 5feet 5 inches can do it, why can't I right? Well, ya true, she's a female model and for a male model, the acceptable height will be about 5feet 8inches.

So, well, that's facts of life and I'm like going against nature but that's life. It's either you take the risk or you just sit in the corner and watch people succeed.

2009-03-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

Good Evening Upper East Siders, Dane here!

Lol! I'm so missing Gossip Girl. When is the next episode gonna be out? I wanna know what happened to Rachel and Dan after they make love. Will Serena find out? What happened to our Mr Chuck Bass? Haix! Im so into Gossip Girl.

Talking about drama series, I just remembered that America's Next Top Model Cycle 12 is out too! Catch it's premiere on Youtube for Singaporeans! Lol! It's a two hours episode. Hmm, the girls looks sweet, pretty, innonence and even evil. Don't miss it!

Let's talk about me now! Hmm, have been spending time with my buddies. Mie, Nizar and Bob! Haha! Went to Marina Barrage! Hmm, quite a night there.

Me, Jana, Jaja, Lan and Nizar went to Jewel Box. Had a scrumptious but expensive dinner. Total spent is $148. Lol! Went to Marina Barrage. Sat facing the Singapore Flyers. Unexpectedly, the water sprinklers suprised us from the back. I was damn wet in my formal wear. Had a game of bowling and then went home!

Hey My RP CLIQUES! When are we gg out?
Picnic by the beach...?
Picnic at the park...?
Where else and whats the plans??
Pls msg me k?
I'm waiting...!
LoL!

2009-03-01T03:43:00.002+08:00

Today's like most suitable for anyone to just lie in bed and cover themselves in a nice thick comforter and have a nice cup of hot coffee and just temporary shut down their brains. It's been raining through out the week in the evening till late night.

Despite of the rain, I still make my way down to JB this morning with my friend's family and just have a nice lunch there. Leaving my hometown at about 9.30am and reached at my very door step at about 6pm.

I planned to catch a movie with Nad but however, I felt asleep till like 10pm. The next thing I knew is that I received like 10 missed calls from various callers and like 6 messages on my mobile. Kinda shocked when I looked at the time and I gave Nad a call.

Reaching town at about 10.45pm and was planning to go Phuture. I can get in for free thanks to my Citi Clear Card however, the rest need to pay. So, in the end, cancelled the plan and resume our plan of catching a movie.

Watched "My Bloody Valentines 3D"! It was horrible. The killing was just too gore. No wonder it's M18. I dare to watch Saw V but I don't know why this movie gives me the chills. With the suspends and the 3D graphic, I will give the movie 3 stars out of 5.

Going to the zoo in about 7 hours time. Wonder how it will after 10 years. Lol!

2009-02-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

I just wrote a bloody long entry. However, I think names shouldn't be mentioned.

I just hate people who loves to spoil an event, chalet or whatever it can be. Never dominate when you know where you stand. Age is never a point when it comes to decision making. Eventhough reasons like experiences are being said out, it still doesn't show how well you handle the matter. Sometime, a 15 year old kid understand what's right and wrong!

In situation like this, I wished i could just stand up and give a bloody kick in their head. Doing something very illegal in a chalet when it's under your friend's name. Pulling innocent parties to join! What is that? Being matured enough?

I think you spoilers should just go an island, sit there and think! You think you can be lucky all the time? Maybe you are this time! But maybe you're not in the next time. Or should i say, there will be NEVER a second time for you spoilers!.

2009-02-17T15:43:00.003+08:00

Hmm, where should i start? Should it be the clubbing scene or should it be stress moment about my friend or should it just be my happy moments?

Well, I think I should start with my clubbing scenes. Went Double O with my RP cliques. Hmmm, this is my Year 2 2nd Sem cliques. Lol! I've got too many cliques that I need to specify which is which. LoL! Peeps that went with me are: Shida, Niza, Jibby, Nurul, Drago and Khad (Shida's friend). I totally think that I went out of the house with a wrong foot.

I was just slacking at home with my Chrysanthemum tea when Jannah beep me up to meet in town and out of sudden, I got to know Carebear is otw to my house. WTH! I was totally in a hurry. Lol!

With the wrong clothing attire, I went out. Met Carebear, Jannah, Kechique and Din. Hmmm, sat at McCafe and went to the nearest salon to get my hair done. However!!! I went in to a salon that once destroyed my hair.

I remembered the name. It's "The Hair Salon" at Far East! He doesn't do it professionally. His hand was trembling when doing my hair. I was damn pissed. And the best part is, Kechique and Jannah went in Guardian, squeeze some moisturizer on their hand and put it on my hair.

I was totally touched! They sacrificed their hand for me! Awww! I was damn touched! Thanks to the both lovely angels that helped me!

Before Double O, about a week before, went St James. The bloody ambience was like all "Techtonik". I hope i spell that out correctly. I like to see the dance move but imagining them dancing without the music, can make me laugh till I got my attack. LOl!

Btw, to me, valentine's day is like a day where the cupids are in the air and they start shooting their love arrows around. lol! But to me, V day is a day where broken souls will start to wonder whether they will still be able to celebrate valentine's day in the future? For me, why bother thinking when the person you love is the person love is the person that hurt u deeply. Maybe that's the reason why Jesse McCartney create the lyrics of "Bleeding Love" and Leona Lewis bring upon the song with a dramatic and broken hearted ambience. Hmm

----------------
Now playing: Drew Seeley - Just That Girl
via FoxyTunes

2009-02-12T01:54:00.005+08:00

Times flies as fast it could. Even vampires can't even catch up with it. I don't know how can I survive in this ever fast moving pace. I'm moving as fast as I could. I'm tired of running. Now, I just wanna just walk slow and enjoy every moment. These are the moments that I wanted to keep.

Mum and Dad.
Eventhough you're not here Pa, you're still close to me.

China One Night Out.

Me, Hakim and Jaja @ Clinic's Opening.

Me and Jaja B4 MOS.

Me and Hid.

Dane and Suzy. Raye 2009.

My Last Raye (my father is still around at this very moment).

Here's my latest pic:

I just hope that it last. Im not just irritated with my laptop, but i'm damn mad! I lost all my Acer Empowerment, all my music players and finally, my fingerprint sensor. Arrgghh! What's the use of getting a brand new laptop but i can't use the function. Arrgghh!!

2009-02-10T12:13:00.002+08:00

School holidays started like weeks ago and what am I doing? Rotting at home! I'm getting bored just sitting at home. Waking up like in the late morning and then get online. What a life is that??! Then going out at night, either to read up my thick and junky Organic Chemistry book or just chilling by the side of the quarry. Hmmm, I just wonder...

Last Friday, went to St James. Hmm, the crowd was kinda OK. But the music!! Shitty! Well, not shitty to the extend that you cant dance to it. You definitely can dance but for those RnB lovers, I think last Friday was a disaster! The only RnB songs that were played were Low and Right Now. Wth! Hmm, whatever it is, there must be a payback. Phuture is already giving me the emails to ask me to come. LOL!!

I'm looking forward for the chalet. Like too eager for it. Hmm, Let's see. We got games, food and hmm, do we have booze there? I think we do! Lol! So, the people that we are expecting to turn up are:

Nurul
Sri
Shida
Niza
Najib
Mel
Sue
Lynn
Lyana
Lyana's BF (sorry, cant remember ur name. Lol!)
Aqilah
and finally, ME!

I'm planning for a karaoke session like tomorrow with the chalet crew. But i don't know if it's too last minute. But I can still try. Lol!

And Jannah! I want pictures.!!

2009-02-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

This is my personality and I really agree. Lol! Befriend me if you want or leave...

SAGITTARIUS MAN

A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new
development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date
information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make
sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of
new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity.

There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could
see that he will be ahead of his friends. He will knows what is the best
seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies
showing now, he must have already seen it.

He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and
succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is
not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if
you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him
and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may
speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends
may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a
helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real
charmer even sometimes big mouth.

When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily
forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going
to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet
words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere,
you will totally become meaningless to him.

Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a
good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very
energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to
travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him
happy.

Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He
will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better
leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue
of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in
brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few
days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same
lively person again, them he will be back.

He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would
be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and
this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word
'marriage' would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will
not go anywhere.

He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute,
funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be
in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you
are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively,
tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to
other pretty woman a bit.

2009-01-30T00:21:00.006+08:00

Like again, I'm busy with whole lots of stuffs. First of all, I wanna introduce to everyone, my new life partner, It's....

Nokia E71.

Omg! I'm totally in love with it. I loves the school holidays. I love everything since the holiday started.

My FYP team was assigned to do the Crystal Making.We have to produce a perfect crystal and the production of crystal can be done thru a seed that we need to do. Luckily Aqilah and Shida did attend the course before. So, we are kinda on the advantage luh. Hmmm.

On 23rd of January. it's the official last days of school. It happened to be Andy's lesson. So, I got the chance again to eat his homemade cheesecake. It's damn heavenly.
I think that picture speaks a thousands word. So here are the pictures:

Sherina & Andy promoting Andy's homemade CheeseCake.

Andy Sim, The Facilitator we look upon.:D

Half of the population of W54N.

Well, that's only part of the photos. Other than that, I'll keep it as memories. At night, our groupies went sheesha-ing at Baghdad Street. Hmm, it's rather clean and comfortable for you to relax and just to let loose yourself. Lol! We played games like truth and dare (Duh!) and some other group. Talking about dare, here's a video of Sri being dared as she pulled Niza along to do the dare with her. Laugh along readers, See you soon...

...Ever thought of it...?

2009-01-22T14:40:00.003+08:00

Year 2009 Resolution: To be a responsible family member.
To take over my dad's responsiblity.
Achieve my Diploma in Materials Science.
Pass my Car license before Hari Raya.
To pursue my modelling carreer.

Hey there ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, presenting to you, the author and the co-founder of this blog, Mr Dane...~!

Lol! Ok, let's stop the lame jokes. Pardon me for not updating for the long period of time. Those who are close to me know what am I facing right now. Be it from families to friends. Every single day, you tend to hate someone and the next, you're in love with them.

My father is no longer around and I'm like feeling so lost for the past few months. People might see that I take it easily but no one knows the pain that I'm feeling deep inside. I've lost a person who actually the head of the family, the person who works day and night to support the family and little did we expect, met this incident.

Even since his death, it's the last time I saw her. She never come down to pay us a visit nor sending a simple text asking for our well being.

First, she snatched my dad from us. Secondly, she's damn rude to my mum. And lastly, it happened that she was trying to find fault with me. Hmmm, well, but what I learnt is that never keep grudges because the longer you keep it, the lesser the punisment will be.

Talking about my carreer wise, I'm left with 1 more day before RP is officially announcing that our school holidays start next week onwards. Wooohhoo!!

I'm looking foward for Year 3 and I really, really hope that it won't be like in Year 1. Once is enough, I never believe in repeating history but I believe in learning from exprience.

I also invested a huge amount in a makeover for my modelling portfolio. Well, some might say it's ridiculous but to me, if that's your dream, why not pursue it? It's just a matter whether you wanna take the path and guide your own way to the destination.

And I got a few things coming up in this month of January:

24th to 26th January '09 - Family Pit @ East Coast.
29th January '09 - Basic Theory Test.

Before I end this short entry, I would like to express a feeling that I think I should let it out. I MISS Shahirah Senari!! She's off to Doha for training and she already sign the 5 year contract with Qatar Airways. Ira!! Why is it so fast? Everything happens in a flash. Btw readers, don't get mistaken, Ira is one of my closest friend and she's gg away from me for 5 years. I can't imagine living without her. But well, her best friends should even feel worse than me. So, I'm trying to just let go of the feelings and pray for her safety there.

Anyone with Gossip Girls Season 2 Episode 16??
Sri, I know you have it!!
Sent it to me ASAP!!
I can die without GG for one week...

I MISS HIM...:'(

2008-12-08T05:43:00.003+08:00

Things has been very, very chaotic for me. I'm sorry for the attitude change in me. Maybe some see it as a change for the better whereas those who thinks that they know the best thought that I changed in a horrible monster. Whatever it is, I know that deep in my heart, I'm changing for the better.

A very heartbreaking event took place on the 2nd of October 2008, which was happened to be the second day of Hari Raya and the first day of school after the weekend, my dad passsed away. :'(

I was in school when I received a SMS from my mum saying, "...Along, papa is no longer around...". Just a simple text like that. I thought that it was some prank SMS from my mum as the reason of that she wanted me to be home early after school. I asked her to be serious and the exact same SMS was given. I suddenly went weak.

I can feel the back flow of my blood and I can feel that I'm hyper ventilating. I just dont't know what to do and how to react. The person who supports the family, giving me the oppurnity to be educated and being leader of the family just passed away.

I rushed of class and tried to hail for a cab but to no avail. I was so weak that I could feel my legs are wobbly. Finally, I reached Woodlands MRT Taxi stand and I managed to get a cab home.

Once I arrived at my void deck, the first person I saw was my aunt and her family. She and the rest seems as if nothing happened. Maybe it's because it's not someone that is close to them. I was frustrated looking at them however, once I stepped into the house, tears just start rolling down my cheeks and I just went blank. I cried and cried to the extend that I can't feel anything.

Memories starts to rewind at the back of my mind. It even made me felt worse. From the day I was born till the last day that he scolded me as I went to work and will be joining my friends for a chalet. I really wished that history can be unwritten and I will write a new ending.

However, I'm not God. He determines Everything. Maybe God loves him more and doesn't want him to suffer more. I prayed everyday that he will be placed among those holy people in heaven.

A lot of changes happened. I have to be the head of the family eventhough I'm not prepared. I'm getting so stressed up. However, I don't want to dissapoint my dad. He was depending on me all the time in being a disciplined and responsible person.

Pa, Your wish will come true...:'(

2008-09-30T18:14:00.002+08:00

It's just a step away to Hari Raya and i'm like lazing around. Doing no chores and nothing..~! I'm a last minute kinda of person so i'll just do everything last minute.

Btw, upon blogging, my room is alr in a state of its best look. New curtains, new comforter set and even new arrangement of my furnitures. LOL! My house has the aroma of the Hari Raya food. OMG! How i wish i can eat now but its only 6.40pm. 20 more minutes and i'm eating all the food!

But still, i'm very concious of my weight. Say what you people wanna say but i'm very concious about everything about ME! So... till then..!

To all my friends out there, I would like to wish everyone a "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri"...
I would like to take this oppurnity to seek forgiveness to those that I may offend thruout the year and I wish that no grudges will be kept in that little tiny heart of yours..LOL!!

17/09/08

2008-09-18T15:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is the most memorable day for me. I'm being surrounded by two of the closest to my soul and i've enjoyed every moment of yesterday. Though there's no picture that I can keep as memories, they're already fresh and stored in my mind.

I didn't attend my CET Course and went to meet Nizar instead and accompany him to Chinese Garden as he wanted to have a refresh of his memories with his ex. Once we reached Chinese Garden, I was damn awkward uh cause i've never been to this part of Singapore. Lol! However, we didn't manage to enter as it was being charged @ $15 as they conducted a Lattern Festival there and we dragged our feet dreadfully back to the MRT Station.

While on the way, he asked me to think of places that came to mind, so I just came out with all the places and he came to decision to go to Changi Village. I was like WTH! How can we go to Changi V when it's like at 9pm and I don't have a single cent on me. I was surprised, Nizar got the money and he paid for almost everything today. He paid for the cab fareS, my meal and karoeke...!

Was shocked but well, it's his money and i got no control over it however, i'd advice him again and again and his response was, it's once in a while.:)

Went to Changi Beach and sat the swings and we start to swing.LOL! Sounds very childish but well, i guess that one need to get rid the deprive-ness of childhood. Had a talk and finally, we head our way to town and met Jaja up.

We karakoe-ing and ends at 3am. Had our damn early breakfast at McDonald's and cabbed home.

Seriously,

I would like to thank people who have been really on my side and support me all the way. I would'nt be here if no one is supporting me to just stand and be someone.:)

W54N

2008-09-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

There's a lot of things that I would like to update today...
Maybe let's start with my new semester...

W54N...
The class seems to have a very big clique when i first enter...
Everyone seems to know each other and I felt left out...
However, I was lucky I knew atleast 5 souls in the class...
Eloise, Sharon, Geok Hui, Cxindy and Ima...
Phew..!
A sigh of relief...
Days passed and I realised...
The class wasn't that bad...
We're communicating and exchanging ideas and everything seems fine...
Maybe it's just class shock for me..LOL!
Been doing good in the first week...
A, B, B and X for my grades...
X is graded as I was absent for...
SANDY YEO's lesson..
I will be dragging myself to go to her lesson..
Listening to her naggin' can make me go insane..
But luckily there's ANDY SIM to change my mood back to close to perfect...:)

Now Let's Talk about life...
I've bumped into a few people in life...
People whom i think i can trust and rely on...
Or people who stab in the back..
And of course,
Finding the right partner...
I've stumbled upon a soul that I think suits me...
But...
I'll never know if it's true or
Whether it will happen or not...
Time will tell..
But how long am I gonna wait...
Hmmm...
Friends do come and go..
However,
I will never take note of friends that hurt me damn bad..
And just leave me there bleeding...
Life is full of misery..
Enough of the sufferin' that one have to suffer...
Adding on to it are rumours that goes on and on...
Bringin' down one's name...
Think back...

Life's short...
Make full use of it...
Treasure the one you love...
and Something happened for a reason...

P.S Sorry Sharleen for the cancelling of the appointment with Mia for the job..Hope we can find one day and go..:D

Pictures! Oh! Pictures!

2008-09-10T07:49:00.005+08:00

Picture needs words and that's where actions are being delivered:

I was randomly on my mobile when i saw this few pictures on my gallery and thought that it might be a good picture if i were to give them a few magical touches and yup, there you go!

I will be updating my entry at night and it's going to be a very, very long entry and i really mean it. :D

So, Stay Tune Folks...

...

2008-09-04T05:25:00.001+08:00

A new semester is about to unfold...
New cliques may be formed...
Beware Bit*hes and B*stards of W54N...
It's Diniy here...
Trashing you down!!

....

2008-08-26T19:27:00.002+08:00

Things went great for the past few weeks...
Been clubbing for free...
But well...
I feel like i don't have a motive....
Now...
Will be starting work tml...
NUM have not replied...
So i suppose it's never gonna happen...
Pizza Hut..!
Here I come...

New friends i made...
New people i got know of that i never knew they exist..
NEW SONGS...!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIZAR...!
Ur surprise will awaits...
Instead on 23th August 08....
It'll be on the 27th August 08...:)

2008-08-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

Love the way it is...
However, It will never last...
Everything happens for a reason...
From the happiest moment to the saddest memories...
I tried to make things different...
Change my life for the better...
Try to find a new direction...
But everytime i almost reach towards an end...
It seems so uncertain...

Curiousity kills me...
Wanting to know more about me...
Everybody do...
But little do they realise...
Knowing about truth sometimes is really sooo...
UNBELIEVEABLE....

Hope that someone that I knew...
Understands it...
Friends it is...
Nothing more than it..:D

Save the Environment,,,!

2008-07-20T03:43:00.003+08:00

Here again, I'm blogging. Lol! It's been so long since i blogged. Well, kinda busy catching up with life and school.

A lot of things happened recently. I've kinda start to like Plainsunset. Hmm... For those who doesn't know, Plainsunset is a local band and they have made it to MTV with their debut of "Johari's Window". I just reached home btw and its like 3.46am now as i'm blogging.

Me, Pei2, Kechique, Huiru and we got someone new that joined us and that is Zombie, went to the RSC Party@Oldschool at Mount Sophia. Lol! Apparently his name is Wan, but due to his body language which is walking lazily and always showing this "durrr" face, we decided to call him Zombie. Hid, his brother, Sufy and Fae was there too, joining us. The party was actually held in conjunction with some environmental agencies and they are spreading the word of saving the earth. Hmm!!

The party are being heated up by local bands like The Great Spy Experiment (I guess) and some other local bands and not forgetting, our real motive of going there is to see, PLAINSUNSET!

The sponsors are literally throwing this white box at the crowd. Everyone was eager to grab it. Some got hit by it on the head. We thought it was some goodies or some sovenier but guess what was it?! It was a glass mug. OMG! I was so lucky that i moved away when it almost landed on my head. Phew!
People are moshing (i'm sorry if the spelling is wrong) around, including Zombie, Pei2 and apparently Kechique joined in. Me and Huiru have to stand one side cause we are taking care of the stuffs. Would love to join the moshing session. Lol! However, they will performing in our school yaw!! It's Republic Polytechnic!! OMG! They are coming...! Lol!

Guess what happened there?! Someone literally dropped on Hid. Imagine, drop on her. People must be thinking how can someone drop on her, not from the sky though, its from the surfing. The guy was surfing in the crowd and at Hid's area where she's standing, there are only girls, so, the surfing ends there and well, he landed on Hid's head. OMG! She actually fell to the ground.

Well, our dear lil orcHid here wanted to tear but was laughing at the same time. I guess the emotion now she's feeling now is pain, pai-sey, wanna tear and swearing inside. LOL! Well Hid, i know you too well.

We all then proceed to CQ to chill out at the bridge and we bus-ed home. Me and Huiru with NR3 and Zombie with 1N. Kechique cabbed home and Pei2 and the rest are still there, enjoying the moment of clubbing ambience even though they are not in.

That's all for today.

P.S Kechique fell from a "barrier" and land on her butt... LOL!

Please say "You're welcome"...

2008-07-11T13:46:00.002+08:00

I just don't know why i'm feeling this now. I'm damn impatient when it comes to waiting for something or someone. I just hate waiting! That's the most important point. I've suffered enough by waiting for someone for like hours before we can go out, or even waiting for results for the test that i've sat like three days ago.

Now, it happened again. I went to apply for a job as a sales ambassador at New Urban Male. I got it thru recommendation thru my friend. So, i just fill in the form online and submit the application. Roughly about a week after that, I received a SMS indicating that i'm suppose to go for the interview yesterday at 4pm at Devonshire Road.

I remembered that place. I still remember that Devonshire Rd. It's the place where Whosgoing.sg's office used to be situated. Anyway, the important thing is the interview. The interview, Colin, asked me to fill in a form. It's kinda a free writing. They asked "Should Cow Wear Bra?" and you have to answer the question. It might sound ridiculous but it's actually testing on how do you relate to yourself. Like for me, I was talking about freedom of speech. I think that's the best answer that I can give as that's what I believe in.

A few questions were asked and I was answering him in a very soft voice. I don't know why, but the bubbly and noisy Dane just sunken during the interview. However, I was hoping that I'm accepted.

And i really hope i do. I need a job badly. I've got too much things to settle and i need to stabilized my financial status for now.

Clubbing Scene

2008-07-08T01:44:00.003+08:00

Im just getting bored and sick and tired of things that have been revolving around me. It's not that I hate it, its just that I can't tolerate with it anymore. However, this is nature of life. I have no choice but to deal with it.

I've been falling in love with mandarin. Well, don't ask me why. Eversince I graduated, I tend to make more Chinese friends compared to Malays. I will not state the reason why but its my preference. People who know me long enough shall know the reasons why.

Last three weeks, the three of us went to Phuture. It was damn fun to the extend that we're addicted to it. The ambience was like 10X better than MOS and the music is so damn exhilarating. I don't know but i guess that I prefer the songs there as it keeps me moving to the beat rather than standing there and stoning like what I did to MOS when the songs seems so alien to me. Seems that everybody agrees with me.

The crowd is the best. Despite the squeezy-ness, we still enjoy it. That nite, it seems like there's thirty of us. We continue dancing in our dancing shoes till it's closing time! It's damn cool...!

All the latest hits like 4 Minutes by Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake, Cyclone by T Pain and even Damaged by Danity Kane are being played in Phuture. Sorry hor PeiPei for paying double in Phuture for entrance...Haha..!!

And last two weeks, we went again but this time, we got an invited guest. However, the fun-anator scale went down to 75%. Don't ask me why but if you imagine, you're enjoying the whole lots of fun when suddenly tell you that we're going off at 3.30am, do you will be happy to that news? OBVIOUSLY NO! But well, what can we do? So, we just go along with her.

Finally, the last Saturday that just went by, It was St James Power Station..>!! Woohhooo!! That's the place that i've been wanting to go. However, once we step in, it was like, DUH! I was like, what is wrong with the place? Haha! Entrance was cheapr than Phuture though.

We finally made a decision. Among the top three clubs in Singapore, Here's the ranking that I'll rank: 1st: Phuture! (Congratulations)
2nd: St James Power Station ( Good Luck!)
3rd: Ministry of Sound ( Better Luck Next Time!) Lol!

School doing well for me but hmm..need to reduce on the lateness. It really will affect my grade bah. Tml is Applied Chemistry! Haiyo! But no choice, Just go for it...! Hate the lesson damn like hell!!!

Here's one of my fave song: Feng by Jay Chou

2008-06-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

Love is something hat you can't force, be it physically or emotionally. We have to allow nature to take its flow of doing things. Eventhough it might cause you to think over your singlehood, how long you're single or even for some, how long I have to wait. To me, the question that I'll be asking myself will be, How long I have to wait?

I've had enough of it! I have to go forward and make the move. Bu twell, still, i can't possibly force. My friends and colleague that went thru relationships always have the ups and downs and i've to be the listening ear. I want to be like them, where they faced these problems in reality and dealing with it. When you faced these kinds of problem, you will tend to be a bit more mature in your thinking. Hmm..Well, I guess, tim ewill evolve me into someone, but when, where and who, that's another who topic of questions that are mingling in my stranded mind.

Tuesday's Outing...

2008-06-14T19:19:00.004+08:00

BTW, here's the pics on Tuesday Riding to West Coast and Jurong Hill. Just few pictures that we've taken before we proceed home.

The Group of Bikes ....

Again...

and Again!!

The KR and SP

Azhari's Bike

Hey, What's your name? - I'm not interested!!!

2008-06-14T18:36:00.004+08:00

I'm atrociusly bored! I wonder what can I do now? Maybe I can meet my buddy up later as he's working now. Hmmmpphh..! Anyway Peeps, I just wanna say that, I HAD FUN @ ZOUK yesterday...!!

Zouk has always been the ideal place for me to club. I LOVE the crowd, I LOVE the drinks, I HATE the entrance fees (too expensive lar) , I LOVE the cabs and most importantly, I LOVE the peeps that are with me yesterday. YEAH!!

Looks like there's more LOVEs then HATEs, so i officially announced, I LOVE ZOUK!!

Haha...It looks like a retarded entry but well, I can just say that I LOVE it...

Here are pics from yesterday nite....
(p.s) the girls in the photos are my classmate hor... Don't get the wrong idea..!!

(Pei2 & Ty)

(Ty & her autographed Album by PLAINSUNSET)

(Ty & Pei2 random Acts)

(Finally, its Dane, Ty and Pei2)

I Miss My Brother..!!

2008-06-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

Oh my God! I couldn't believe that my holidays just went by just like that...! Hmmmpphh...! But no doubts though, i had fun! I did my hair...(AGAIN!), went out with my Kranjians clan..., clubbin' and sheesha-ing with pei pei, naddee, kecik and huiru and more to come.

I felt a bit emo suddenly. I was on the way to the hospital to collect my dad's medical report today. While i was on the shuttle bus, i realise that the driver seems like someone I knew. But well, i don't know the driver but he does looks like my long lost "brother".

He is a very nice brother to me. He's older than me by 4 years and i got to know him thru my old workplace which is pizza hut. He works as a rider. He was one and only rider that is Chinese and well, people who knows me well, i get along better with the Chinese. Don't ask me why! I'm born that way. Haha..!!

But the most emo-ing part is that I suddenly miss him. He was supportive of whatever that i wanted to do, he's there to advise me when I need advice and he's always there when i need someone to talk to. Eventhough we knew each other for like 4 months, but to me, it seems like i know him forever.

When he told me that he got another job as a sales assistant in a jewelry shop in Toa Payoh, I was shocked and happy for me. He's getting married and therefore, he needs a better and stable job rather than being a rider where you don't get a stable pay.

On his last day of work, he was working in the morning shift while i work in the afternoon shift which is at 4pm. However, i was late! I reached work at 6pm. That was damn late and i was informed by my colleague that he actually waited for me to say goodbye but i was late. Haix..~!!

I remembered the time we went for smoke break together and he called me "adeq". LOL! Sounds funny but ya, Im the eldest in the family and i don't have a brother and he's the first one that makes me feel that I've got an elder brother.

I've do have his number stored in my mobile. What the fuckin' and damnest thing is that I lost my mobile. I dont remember his number and I lost his contact since then.

Now it's been 2 years plus since i heard last about him. Hmnmm... I'm wondering how's he doing now. Just hope he's doing fine. His name is still remembered though. David! Too bad i don't know his surname....

Anyway. That's all for today's entry...!!

I'm rotting and dying..!!

2008-06-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm rotting and dying...! I don't know why but it seems like I've lost my path and i'm going back to my old ways. What's happening to me? I think the answer lies within myself.

Karoeke Spree

2008-06-03T14:16:00.003+08:00

I'm had enough of helping people. I've always been helping people but in the end, i got nothing! I'm not expecting much but the very least that people can do is to say "Thank You". But if the word "Thank You" comes by too often from the same person.

I'm often stuck in the middle. I'm stuck in between a family that I'm close with. Try imagine this:

I'm very close to the family to the extend that I was asked to join them for dinner in JB or even to Port Dickson and recently, they asked me to follow them to Bandung. I'm very, very honoured. But now, i'm having a conflict that I've been avoiding thru out the whole 8 years of knowing them.

I knew this girl, named "A", from Secondary school and it was since Secondary 1. From there, I got to know the elder brother and the younger brother and even the parrents. And to my suprise, her parents knew my parents. What a small world I guess...

Time goes by and the 5 years in Secondary school passed on smoothly as in there's nothing that affect our friendship BUT, once we graduated, lots and lots of things just start to happena and are like not stop quarrelling. Things starts to subside when we are entering our 8th years of friendship but now, things are getting more complicated on me. I'm close to the brothers and her, and when it comes to things like what the brother disallow her to do, she will just go against it. When she does that, the first and only person that the brother will find is me cause she's spending most of the time with me. So, i think you guys should get the point by now.

Hmm... Anyway, enough of that! I enjoyed my time though going on a karoeke spree for the past weeks and still on. Everynite! haha...Cool shit! But still, I have to priortise my time well.

I can just fall anytime that's the reason why I need to be very careful and try not to fall...

2008-05-27T20:53:00.004+08:00

Hello there again pple, hehe..!! I'm actually kinda bored as I'm waitin' for my friend who has not finish work yet. So here I am, bloggin' again. I'm here for a reason, which is to prove to people that I really did improve and it's not by a bit but alot. To people who thinks that I'm doing this as I'm trying to boast around, I think you can shoot yourself with a gun in your head. Hmm.. Reason for me doing this is to show people that if i'm able to improve, so can you! True enough that it might take time but it's never too late. Here are all my modules and just to say it again, MCB really sucks and the faci is bias...ARGGHH..!! You can do the comparison yourself. Hmmm

A291 - Materials Science

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	B
2	Present	B
3	Present	A
4	Present	B
5	Present	A
6	Present	A
7	Present	A

Understanding Test 1:	C+ (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade:	B
Module Grade:	Grade not yet given

A222 - Molecular and Cell Biology

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	D
2	Present	C
3	Present	C
4	Late	C	To be downgraded by 0.5
5	Late	B	To be downgraded by 0.5
6	Absent	X

Understanding Test 1:	D+ (View Submission)
Understanding Test 2:	Understanding Test completed, but grade not yet given (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade:	D+
Module Grade:	Grade not yet given

A203 - Applied Physics

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	B
2	Absent	X
3	Present	A
4	Present	A
5	Late	B	To be downgraded by 0.5
6	Absent	X

Understanding Test 1:	Understanding Test completed, but grade not yet given (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade:	No Predicted Grade
Module Grade:	Grade not yet given

A201 - Applied Chemistry

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	B
2	Late	B	To be downgraded by 0.5
3	Late	A	To be downgraded by 0.5
4	Late	B	To be downgraded by 0.5
5	Present	B
6	Present	A

Understanding Test 1:	E (View Submission)
Understanding Test 2:	Understanding Test completed, but grade not yet given (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade:	D+
Module Grade:	Grade not yet given

A103 - Anatomy and Physiology

Problem	Attendence	Daily Grade	Remarks
1	Present	B
2	Present	A
3	Present	B
4	Present	C
5	Absent	X
6	Present	A
7	Late & Partial	D	To be downgraded by 0.5

Understanding Test 1:	Understanding Test completed, but grade not yet given (View Submission)
Predicted Module Grade:	No Predicted Grade
Module Grade:	Grade not yet given

There you go...! All my grades. Hehe! Pardon the lateness part. Haha.! And btw, my UT for all modules are still sucky. Really need to buck up that.!! Hmmmm

Happy 1 Year Anniversary..!!

2008-05-27T14:34:00.003+08:00

Lol, deceived by the title eh? It's not my anniversary obviously since I'm not even attached.Lol! It's my blog! It's been a year now since the day I created my blog and that's the first entry. Hmm, though it's not daily that I update it, I will still want to give my blog the recognition. Hehe! Happy Birthday Blog.!!

Hmm, today's 27th May and today was supposed to be Applied Chemisty but I didn't turn up. Basically reason is that maybe i don't have today and I know class will be ordering food as per normal. To avoid the paisey-ness, i nvr come school. Eventhough it might be ridiculous, I don't even care cause I make the decision and only me can say anything. Hehe! Only advices are allowed.

Talking about my grades now, hmm..., it's rather contradicting with my year 1 GPA. My total GPA for year 1 is 1.55. It's damn bad!! Atrocious! However, my current Year 2 grades, for the past 7 weeks, my GPA was like 3.2. Wakakaka! I can't believe it but it's reality. However I didn't include my UT's but obviously I know that it's better than my Year 1. I got a C+, D+ and an E for the UT. Haha..Just praying the best and hope I breakthrough.

Under Construction

2008-05-26T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Im sorry people but my blog is still under construction. Sorry for the inconvinence. Thank You..:)

I hate A222..!!

2008-05-14T01:57:00.003+08:00

You'll never know when you'll stumble upon a stone while walking in this long road of journey called life. I stumbled upon lots of stones that sometimes, i don't even know how am I going to handle it. But time has make me become someone who is able to handles situations and even become more matured. Maturity doesn't come in a package, but in fact, you got to collect it as you are walking down the road.

I've realized lots of things that I was not supposed to be doing like clubbing and shits. Well, true enough that you need to loosen yourself sometimes but if let's say it's too much, you'll be doomed. But still, it's up to you whether your determination skills is strong enough or not to prevent you from drowning.

Now back to reality, haha, i'm like scoring quite well in class, well that least to me it is. I scored a total GPA of 2.9. Well, that's only a total amount for the five weeks. Anyways, its As and Bs but well, i got only a 2.9 because of MCB. Arrrgghh..~! I just got another C btw so it's 1 D and 3 Cs. I don't know what else can I say, but I know that I've talk to her and I hope that rudeness of me shows her that I'm innocent.

Anyways, I got an E for my very first UT which is Chemistry. It's like totally what the fcuk rite?
But never mind, i've been getting B's in that module. So, I guess that might help me.

Contradiction

2008-05-06T05:58:00.003+08:00

I've been contradicting myself these few days. What i don't like becomes my likings. I don't know, but bare in mind, what i say that i really, really damn don't like, means it is. What i mean by what i don't like becomes my liking is like food. Hahaha! Sounds sinful huh...?

Ya, I think it is. I'm really trying hit my goals and really trying very hard. And day by day, my class is getting... hmm... should i say bitcher? LOL~! Anyways, lessons have been very good. I've been A'cing and B'cing in all my modules except for MCB.

Well, MCB is Molecular Cell Biology but it sounds more like Mentally Corrodes my Brain. Arrrgghhh~! To some of my classmates, she's cool and nice but i think she's not. She keep on insisting that i didn't do my work when i've done them. It's the stupid school system. It got nothing got to do with me. I've got proof that i've done them...!!!

Anyways, who cares about her module when i can excel in others. As long as i do well for the UT, i think i can manage.

Hmm... Currently, my mood is like more to in the enduring mood. I'm enduring with everything that is circulating around me. People from school, home, friends. Luckily i'm not working now or else... another factor just popped up.

But i can't survive without working. I'm damn materialistic. I want LV, i want Fred Perry, i want Lacoste, i want Armani Xchange. I WANT EVERYTHING. SO, I have no choice but to work...

Soon...

How Smooth it's gonna be?!

2008-04-19T14:15:00.003+08:00

Thinks have been going alright so far for me. I've tried not to be late for school and i manage too get 100% present for these 2 weeks but well, i got a day that i was late which was yesterday. Anyway, i got no choice as i slept at about 4am the day before.

I woke up at about 7.30am yesterday and left the house about 7.45am and walked slowly to Yew Tee. Received a msg from my schoolmate that she's waiting for me at the platform, so wait with her to board the train. I felt asleep in the train. Wahlau~! I was damn tired. I can't take it. I wish i "pon" school today and just continue my sleep. But too bad, i need the GPA and pull up my Year 1 GPA. Haix!

When i stepped in the class, the faci was looking at me and i now that she's confirmed to put me as late on my attendence. To me, do i look like i care?? It's just one late.

I suddenly got the vibe to do today's presentation. At the end of meeting 1, i completed about 10-12 slides. Suprising uh? But well, i'm kinda selfish at times when doing ppt but i hope my teammates understand. I'm not always like that you know.:):):)

What the heck is Materials Science?

2008-04-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

Wednesday...! A day that i thought would be boring and dull. Reason being my cliques are not in school today. They didn't take any electives and it's like obviously they don't have to be in school on Wednesday. But however, im lucky to have a very bubbly and noisy teammates to keep me entertained in class and for break times, i got Wan and Nara to accompany to smoke. Wan smokes and Nara, a consistent passive smoker. Lol..~!

Hmm, lesson was about evolution of materials used thru time. It's quite interesting on how materials are being evolve and how they can actually have their personal physical property. OK! Enough of materials now and let's talk about the faci.

The faci is like talking as fast as the bullet train in Japan. He can actually even declare to us that once he got his caffine, he will be talking in a much faster speed. Haix..~! It's just lucky that i manage to catch his keywords..

Anyway, im getting tired day by day. I need to work, but i wonder how i will survive....

Hooray...! School Starts

2008-04-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Today is 7th April 2008. Its a new semester for me. I finally made it to Year 2. Im too alighted that i managed to made it thru. Eventhough its rather tough for me but i believe i can make it this year.

Hmm.. What can i say about this semester? I got 4 different classes. Imagine everyday different classes. In case that i'm late and i got into a wrong class, then i think i'm totally dead. Can't imagine but i think i memorise it by now. W55B, W55A, E56K,E56F and on Friday, W55B again. Lol..~! I took 5 modules this semester. So which means i don't get the Wednesday off. But who cares, atleast in Year 3, i got 2 days off. Isn't it better...? Lol~!

Hmm.. Today the class was W55B. From the look of it, it looks pretty decent class. Haha~! Though some might be irritating but what can i say, world's never fair. But those who were in my group, Well done...! We did manage to overcome today's physics problem despite our first day knowing each other. To those who doesn't know me, stay on thinking i'm arrogant. I like..!!

What the hell i'm thinking. Haha..~! Anyways, i'm damn super lucky this morning, i board the train at about 7.55am. Reason is that someone i think commited suicide at Choa Chu Kang MRT Station today. I just don't understand why people take the train as a weapon to kill themselves. To me, a knife is just nice or a slow death, panadols. HAHAHA~! Just Kidding Yaw... Don't follow my words... It's just a crazy thoughts of my mind. But please people out there, stop haunting the MRT Stations, the public doesn't deservered to be disturbed. RIP...

....Goodbye Singapore, Hello KL...hehe

2008-03-24T06:49:00.011+08:00

Hmm.. I think it's been sometime that i update my bloggie here. I shall update it now. For your information, it's actually about 6.45am in the morning of a very Blue-y Monday and I'm going off to my destination tonight. So before i go, i shall have a post. Haha~! It's just a random thoughts actually.

Hmm.. I actually do miss someone that are actually went "missing" for about a month now. Hidayah is the name! Just where on Earth you disappear to? If you're reading my blog now, pls do call me! but make sure it's after on the 28th if not i'll be able to pick your call cause i will not be in Singapore.

I can't deny that i really do miss my dad. He's been in that condition for more than a year now. The burst in the artery that i allocated near the brain cause a change in everything. Be it my life, our family and even the world. I even have become someone that is rather selfish. I always think of myself and always want more. I don't know why i'm saying all this but i guess i starting to realise that i've made a very big, big mistake. I can't even forgive myself to it. Whatever it is, i just hope that my dad will one day wake up from his sorrows and build our family back up. I'm definitely not ready to take it all now.

Now, my school, i just hope that i will be able to make it. Though i would blame it on myself for working with China 1 at that moment, i will also thanks myself for being there as i met people like Sharleen, Victor and the rest that actually completed part of my life. :)

About life, i do miss clubbing though. Clubbing used to be an event that i will never want to mis s in the past. I will make sure that i will go to Ministry of Sound every Wednesday, Thursday on event nights when i'm still the ambassador of Whosgoing.sg, and even Saturdays.. After i joined China 1, Zouk is the next favourite hangout place for me. I just love my crowd there. People who knew me longer will know the damn reason why i prefer Zouk than MOS. Those who doesn't know, it's up to you to concluded...Haha...~!

Here are some pictures that i will like to share with you people out there...:

P.s I look sucky in these photos actually...

Hid & Me

Me & Jaja

Hakim, Jaja & Me @ Clinic

Our First Whosgoing.sg Pic

(Jaja,Man,Hid,Yan,Fai,Me,Zan and Nad)

The BIG Whosgoing.sg Fam

~Hype~ I guess....

Memorable China 1 Nites Out

@ Zouk

*Fai*Hid*Yan*Dane*

May 2007

This is some of the pictures that are quite memorable to me. Hmm, there are more actually. So, stay tuned for more...!! LOL~!

Fuji Xerox...!!

2008-03-08T00:27:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. So sorry for not updating for quite sometimes. It just seems that i'm easily tied up with work. I'm working as a sales promoter under Fuji Xerox selling printers and multifunctional machines.

Lets talk a bit about the printers. All the printers that are produced by Fuji Xerox are laser printers and they have NO inkjet printers. Inkjet printers sucks as they always have problem of spillage and causing the printer to get jammed and being thrown away. That's why the price is cheap. Why not spending like a few hundreds for something better than can last you for like a few more years compared to Canon, Brothers, Oki and Epson./

Ok now, lets stop talking about it. I like the environment there. There's a lot of peoplea and i can interact with a lot of people and the reason is that i like to do PR. Lol...

Im tired now....

Diao..!

Understanding World...!

2008-03-03T13:31:00.003+08:00

Living in this complicated world. Nobody really understand what's the motive of us living in this world. Is it suppose to be some stage that we're performing on or is this a movie that we have to plan and structure the plot. To have a great movie, the director must know how to make the ending to be the part that will touch the viewer's heart. Be it romantic, tragic, feeling jubilant or should i say, sympathy.

In our life, it's all a movie too. Our friends are the viewers and we are the director. We plan our show to have the most jovial moments or wanting to gain sympathy from others. Talking the "cuts" in our movies are actually our own problems that we created. Our problem now is that we tend create our own problem and then in the end, we suffer. That cause the movie to be a bit complicated.

I don't really know what's the message that i'm trying to say out in this post but what i can say is that i'm tired of hearing all the problems that people have. Reason is that they are being ironic. Saying a different thing at first then doing what they hated. That's what you call problems caused by fate?! I think it's you yourself that brought the problem upon you.

Slimmin' Down...!

2008-02-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

Im slimming down alr..!! Lol~! Im serious. I'm not lying. I've been standing for 8 hours for the past 3 days and i only had fries for lunch. WTH..!! Yea.. but i got no choice. I run out of money, cigarette and everything. I wonder how will i survive till the 10 of March. But never mind..!!

Anyway, someone ps me today. They were supposed to meet me today and had lunch today. But they met up their spouses instead. What can i do? ARRRGGHH..!! I suffered like hell cause i was so called motivated when i heard that they are coming down. False hope.. Boo hoo hoo..!!

Guess what?! I was transferred to Plaza Singapura's John Little and i think i like it there better. Moreover i'm alone. I can do whatever i want. Lol~! And the best thing is that i'm working from Thursday to Sunday only. Isn't it like cool? But my weekend kinda burnt...!

Goodbye Pal...

2008-02-25T03:17:00.004+08:00

Just reached home..~! Finally..!! That's what i can say. Just sent Sharleen off to the airport as she's on the way to London. Kinda miss her though. 3 weeks le, or should i say 18 days to be exact. She's attending her sister's graduation there cum shopping. LOL! I wish i could get her to get me something but too bad. I'm no longer working. AND i'm starting work tomorrow.

I just got a job at Robinson@Centrepoint under the men's department. Find me there hor. Hid better come down tomorrow and have my break with me...!! LOL~! Anyways, went karoeke (i hope the spelling is right) with Yan and Emi. Kinda fun though. We managed to finish the songs that we have selected in 4 hours. FINALLY...! Hahas..!

Went Cineleisure with Wan, Noob, Emo-ying and her friend. Watched " "L" Changes the World". The show was damn good la. I like the show though some of them said the story line sucks but to me, it's the best movie lor. I suddenly the motivation to watch " Death Note 1 and 2". It's funny though with "L"'s hunchback and his actions.

After the movie, we went Esplanade and waited for Miss Singtel. She got lost on the way to Esplanade.LOL~! Met Kak Mel and Abg Fendi there. We had a moment at the side of the river and have fun. It's fun though.

On Friday, Me, Noob and Miss Singtel went to SAFRA Tampines and played Bowling, Darts and Pool. I win Noob in Bowling and Pool. Hahas. I feel like laughing sia. I won Li-onn and him in bowling eventhough the score hasn't much different.

Ouh ya, before i forgot, i spilled chrysanthemum tea on my pants. And well, someone apparently laughed non stop to it. LOL~! Very funny hor Miss Singtel...!! Hahas...

Everyone met with someone that finally or soon be their loved ones. I wonder when might will come. Maybe in a week, in a year, in a decade..?? I will never know.

P.S I MISS MY HAIR...!!

IM BORED...

2008-02-18T12:07:00.003+08:00

Hmm...what can i say? Life's either too boring or its too hectic. I will never get the true definition of the word "Life".

I met Sharleen in town and it's been like close to a week or should i say, 1 week plus. Just hanging out at McCafe and played Mahjong online on Viwawa.com. It's cool. Even Sharleen sign up for it. Well, it's just a game to keep you occupy. Lol..~!
Met Turtle while hanging out and went to Cine to meet Vic and then we continue to nua again till its like 4.00am. Rushed down to catch my last nightrider and went home. Took like close to 1 hour to reach home and that's the first that it ever happen to me when im taking the NightRider. Listen to my mp3 and start to hear all those catchy beats and RnB that really gives me the mood to club. But well, kinda have to wait. I need the money for more important stuffs like my car license..!!

Hmm.. Slept like at 8 am that morning and woke up at 8.30am to sent my sister to her religious class then went back to sleep till close to 8. I guess its close to 12hours. LOL!!

And finally yesterday, i was rotting at home. I got nothing to do. Just sit in front of my lappie and nua. I nua and nua until i cannot nua. Hiayo... PLease pple, ask me out...!!

P.S Provided if i got money...LOL!!

Ghost Hunting...!! Woohhooooo

2008-02-16T18:42:00.004+08:00

I've done nothing much this few days. To me, everyday is a normal day to me. Well, maybe it's a bit prejudice for me to say that as to others, they are looking foward to that day. To me, its a date that have lots of memories and hatred. Anyways, put aside all the emo-ing session and let's have a real deal. Lol~!

Happy 3rd Anniversary to Azie and Azmi...~! Hope you guys have a long lasting relationship.... :D

On Valentine's Day, i already planned with Aisyah that we went out. Btw, we are no string attached alright? We just are just close buddies. Met Aisyah that day at Admiralty Place's Mac and hang out with her cousin, Amin and friends. We had fun chatting and hanging out and finally, we made a decision that we all go out together, and so we did.

We went AMK hub and watched "Ah Long Pte Ltd". While waiting for the movie to start, we went to the arcade. LOL~! Diao..! Hmm..Wasted $30 bucks. Haha...

The movie was kinda fun but the story line kinda sucks. Anyway, looking forward for "Jumper".

Went for job interview at a agency in City Hall with HuiYing, Vivian, YanMing and HuiNa. Then HuiNa went off and the rest went DeliFrance and had "brunch", which means breakfast + lunch. From City Hall, we walked to Bugis and we went arcade again. It's like two days in a row with arcade. Kinda fun though but the arcade there is rather expensice. Imagine, $2 for House of the Dead 4. Isn't it crazy..? But never mind. After which, YanMing went off and Me, Vivian, HuiYing went Sakae Sushi for the student buffet. LOL~! Finally, after so long, i wanted to go, and i did it yesterday. The three of us just exchange stories and talk about the class, life and almost everything. Had fun though.

Walked from Bugis to Outram Park. That's far huh? lol~! But we don't feel the tireness but after we sit, that's where the tireness came by. LOL~! Talking about ghost on the way back. Haha..~!

Went for nite sighting that night with my uncle and my cousins. We went to the admiralty block that was so called haunted and was painted red. It's Woodlands St 83 Blk 825. But it's funny as only half of the block was painted red. But seriously people, its nothing. I heard lots of stories regarding the mysteries of the house but i'm sure its nothing. True enough that "orbs" can be seen but that's pretty normal. I even see people living there. So i don't see a point that it's being labelled as haunted.

We proceeded to the cemetry area in Lim Chu Kang. We grabbed a few photos along the road, in the cemetry itself, on the tree, at the old buildings found in the area and guess what, more and more energy balls or called "orbs" are found. I will upload pictures to explained my theories...LOL~!

Anyways, bye

2008-02-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that i went to MOS. After the incident that i was being bashed up with some "Mats", i never want to go back there. But since all my Kranji cliques wanted it there, so be it...

Went with Nizar, Zamir, Zan , Man, Ismadi and a so called uninvited guest, "Danny". I was kinda enjoyed the first few hours of enjoying the ambience but then after, Zamir and Zan got drunk in China One. I hated China One so much that i don't even wanna step inside that horrible place.

Met Yvonne outside China One and catch up with life. Met Adrian and the other bartenders that has been working with me since last year. Kinda miss them though but too bad the management sucks there.

Enjoyed the last few hours in Smoove and i just like the feeling of being loose for the time being. Moreover having Nizar's presence, i feel that finally my best buddy down with me in the dance floor cause it's very hard to see him in club. Woohoo~! Lucky there's no one there to find fault with me that night.

Last friday, we had our "reunion" dinner with all the Ex-China One staffs. We have Sharleen and her bee, Say Bing, Paxton, Wan Win, Turtle, Joshua, Henry and last and not least, Kai. We had our scrumptious dinner at "Waraku" @ Central. I ordered a food that can really make me gained weight and that is "Edi Cream". LOL!!

Visited the "Horrible" place for a while and guess..?! We are being chased out by Evil-lyn. She said that we can't be in there as a group. Lol!

I MISS SCHOOL...~!

2008-02-08T03:50:00.000+08:00

Holidayssss....~~!!! I hate holidays. Kinda like it when i'm in secondary school cause all your expenses are still being given by parents. But now... NO..!! I hate holidays in Poly. I need to find a job to support myself for the two months break. Moreover, more bills and expenses to be paid. Additional expenses plus shopping...!! OMG.!! Those who know me will understand what im to say. Im kinda a shopaholic. Shop until i broke..~! Lol..!

And now, staying at home for the time being is rather bored. Its a total boredom. Imagine, sitting at home and rot. Like what HuiNa said, Rot, Rot and ROT..!! There's nothing i can do. I will always be an owl, went out at night and be home in the wee hours. WTH..!!

Have been karoeke-ing for the past three weeks, have been clubbing for the past one month, have not been working for two months, have like two months more to school starts, have like another few more minutes before i sleep. LOL!!!

K la, i just stop here. BTW, dont used mysterious names for ma tagboardie... everyone is special and they got their own unique name, so please use your names. Thanks you..! :D

2008-02-07T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm... what can i say? Life is rather complicated than anyone can imagine. People might take it slowly but for some, its a great deal to them. Im rather patient with everything thats happening around me. Be it friends or family or socially.

Im a social person. I love to socialize...! Thats a part of me. Lol..!!

Last day week of school is rather memorable to me. OMG~! I can't believe that we are separating again. WTH..! I hate RP's policy. We have to like change classes after every semester. Isn't it shit..? No MCs for lesson and UT...? What kind of school is it? No doubt that the school is rather new and the facilitators are cool..!

W24C -
Guys => Amran, TingYang, Fai, Syamim, WeiSong, ShengYao, Roy, ChangRui, San, FengWei, Syamil, Damien, Mervin.
Girls => Cheryl, Adel, Rachel, YuNing, XiuLing, Nadia, KaiYing, Vio, YiHan

W15M -
Guys => Cliston, Wan, Johnson, Leon, Li-onn, Shawn, Muar, Ben, Tony, Pyang Aung, Sun Ke, Yan Ming,...
Girls => HuiYing, HuiNa, Vivian, Nara, LuanLuan, Yvonne, SooChian, Nicole, Shyma, Aisyah, Rinn, QQ....

I'm really gonna miss you guys..!! My life would not be complete if i never met u guys...!! OMG... I can tear any time now. Haix...~!

2008-01-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm...what can i say? Maybe Sundays will always be a day of boredom.

2008-01-27T16:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Li-onn, Pei Pei and mee went MOS. It was hell of enjoyment. But like what i believe, enjoyment never last a lifetime.

Me, Aisyah, Moo and Pei Pei went for sheesha-ing session again at Sahara @ Boat Quay. It was cool. We bought a litre of Jack Daniels and we get 2 sheeshas for free. Isn't it kinda cool? Haha..~! We played poker cards. Blackjack is the game. Pei Pei lost and the loser, of course, 2 j ugs of JD. Muahaha~! It's not evil, it's just the nature of playing game. LOL!! Anyway, we did enjoy ourself yesterday night.

At about 8 plus, we realised that we cannot get finish another jug of JD. So, we called in so-called the "saviour" of finishing our JD which is Aisyah's cousin, Amin. They finished the jug and in fact, another 2 more rounds of Baron Jug. Haha..! In the end, went home drunk. Poor Aisyah have to take care of her cousin. As long Aisyah is home safe, me and Pei Pei are ok..:)

We met San at Clarke Quay MRT station. We proceed to MOS. Aside of the 6 tickets we got for drinks, we got additional of 3 more. Isn't it cool? Haha. We "ta" the whole glasses and we dance our way down to the dancefloor. Li-onn meet his friends and drank more. And finally, he finally was labelled drunk. Lol..!! Anyway, he did enjoy the night and that's the motive of clubbing right? Enjoy and have all fun. :) Next week, Phuture@Zouk....!!

26 January 2008 ~Friday~

It's Dzulhairyan's Birthday. It my bro's birthday..!! I want the best birthday for him. But guess what? He was "pang sey" by his friend. This friend of him planned to do a birthday chalet together with him since his birthday is the same as my bro. My bro agreed and well, already invited his friends and cousins. And guess what? On the day of the chalet itself, his friend didnt turn up and we try to call up the chalet and we found out that an indoneasian family checked in the room that we are "supposed" to get. WTF rite?! Haix...~! I just don't know what to do say bu to wish that he enjoyed his night that all of us spent at PartyWorld..:D

I bought him a bottle of Vodka Caramel for him. He like Caramel..>!

2008-01-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

Enjoyment and laugther never last a lifetime. I just felt that someone can never enjoy for the rest of their life as there are always something that stops you from having the excitement. What i'm talking about is related to what happened yesterday.

Received a sms from Aisyah asking me to whether i wanted to join PeiPei and Huiru for Sheesha. Well, since it's been sometime that i went for Sheesha, i agreed to joined them. She also said that they might be going to MOS so, i am asked to wear jeans and shoes. But, i kinda feel that the vibe of clubbing is not there yet, so i just put on my berms and shoes.

We meet up at about three and we headed to City Hall for an early dinner at " The Pizza Place". We had pizzas that is very spicy and guess what? I had milk..!! Haha, i suddenly got the urge to drink milk. Haha..!

After a heavy dinner, we had a few sticks of cigarette and proceed to Clark Quay. We wanted to go Marrakesh but the person that PeiPei knew wasnt working anymore.:( So, we went some other place that have Sheesha. We have White Wine and a specialities from the Chef from the restaurant. Aisyah drank the white wine like non-stop cause it's been sometime ever since she drank. Haha~!

After that, Aisyah went off then me, PeiPei and HuiRu went to Clinic and had a drink in the drip. It was cool man, but its like $50. Haha...~!

PeiPei was determined to get a jeans for me and finally, we went MOS. I finally fulfilled my dream. Haha~! I went MOS..!! Yes.. I went!! Haha. Met San, Siti and Hid there. OMG~! It was so much fun. How i wish i went there again.

Btw, here's the birthday gift that my class bought for me..:

Thanks Aisyah, Nara,Yun and Syimah for this wonderful gift...:D
I appreciate a lot...
:D :D :D

2008-01-18T12:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Hey there again friend... I'm back here again. I'm really2 sorry that i've not been updating but im kinda tired almost every single day. Lots and lots of things happening to me in past half a year.

Now, its already 2008 and i already planned a row of things that i wanted to acccomplish by the end of the year. The following quest that i have yet to accomplish are:

1) Passed my Class 3 License
2) Promoted to Year 2
3) Having my dad back to his normal condition
4) Celebrate my birthday in chalet with all my loved ones and friends
5) Received more presents..!!!
6) Don't want to turn 20...!!
7) Hope can turn Australia by end of the Year...!
8) Work at "Strictly Vintage" by June... :D

I really missed school during the 3 weeks school break. I miss Aisyah, Nara, Yun, Syima, Miss Ponn Queen and also everyone, including the facilitators. I LOVE school....!! I miss the carpark, i miss the canteen, i miss my classroom and basically... I MISS SCHOOL..>!!

I officially stepped out ~~China One~~ on the 28 December 2007. It's been like close to 7 months ever since i joined in May last year. I spent most of my time there in China One. It's like my second home. Having knowing people like Sharleen, Victor, Wyann and some other staffs that are close to me are the best thing that have happened to me. I celebrated my birthday there also. I see people get attached there, break ups, birthday waterfalls, idiotic customers and of course, arrogant people. Working here is the best. I LOVE CHINA ONE but I HATE THE MANAGEMENT...!!

Because of miscommunication, i quarrel with someone that im really close with. We quarelled to the extend she wanted to end the friendship there. I was shocked and of course i won't let the matter rest. I so called investigated the matter and well, its a miscommuncation and we ended the quarrel and we are back as friends... :D

I get to know a lot of facts about different people. I know that someone is like ***. Haha~! I'm happy that finally Sharleen and Victor are together. They are like the happiest couple on earth. I finally a smile that cracked out of Vic's serious and emo face. Haha~! No offence but sometime he's too serious.

Now, im meeting Sharleen and Vic later to watch "American Pai Kia..."- converted into mandarin by VIc...Haha..~!

2007-10-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

School was ok today as I think that Enterprise is getting better. With all of the laughter that we had, I will make the day a memorable one.

I did manage to counter a question to “her”. Not only her actually, but my main motive is make her jammed and can’t answer my question. Haha..!! I succeeded.Hmm…

Yesterday seems to be the day that i have nothing interesting going on. I think I’m getting from bad to worse. I’m becoming materialistic. Someone got to help me..!!I cannot go on like this. I can go burst just like that. Imagine, buying a Limited Edition Nike Bag for like $89.90, a sling bag from Projectshop for a price of like $99.90 and finally, a bag that I just bought yesterday from Crumpler with a price of $99.90 again.!!! And the time frame difference between the different bag is like less than 2 weeks. Am I just crazy of what ?

I was working yesterday and I feel so sian. I’m so tired and really wish that I didn’t attend work. Imagine, on a Thursday and im working… It’s really feel crazy and tired.

Times goes by and I really hope that I changed. Be it attitude wise and character wise.. I’m becoming more and more confident in defending myself for the rights and I really starting to like it.

Signing off...
DaNe...

2007-10-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm..What can I say? Readers have been complaining that I have not been updating my bloggie…So, here am I… Blogggiiinnggg again..!! Haha..

Well, I’m abit tied down this few weeks. It just seems that I got too many commitments. With work and school, I really have to learn how to juggle them equally. I can’t afford to skip school since my GPA for my Semester 1 is rather bad. I’m totally unhappy with it. So, here I am in school, trying to gain back my potential. Haha..!! My new class is rather exciting and doing great. But still, W24C is the best.

In W15M, there are bitches and bastards, but I think it’s only a bitch. Haha..!!Double confusion!! That’s what I call her. She’s being a bitch totally. Fancy trying to be the best in class when there are lots of other people who are better than her. But she can try on me, I don’t think she can cause I’m always on guard. Haha!!

I got a new cliques for smoking. Aisyah’s her name. Her sister happened to be my senior in my secondary school.Today’s class consists of me, Nara, Yvonne, Ben and Luan Luan. Today is rather simple as the problem statement is easy and not only that, I’m not the one who did the presentation. Haha.!!

Till here pals…
I need to think of what to wear tonight to MOS..!!
But it’s not a promise though…Haha..!!

Signing Off…
Dane…

2007-08-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating ya pal. I’m rather busy for the past few weeks. And this is about yesterday.

Last night was the atrocious night ever. How I wish It happened again. Haha. I’m so determined that my fuckin’ buddy will also wish the same thing, except the puking part. Hehee…!!

Yesterday, on the 23 of August, some of the crew of China One gathered and meet up with Hid, Anto and also some of my ol’ Kranjians. Haix..! I never thought that it will happened but it did.Having fun at work until at one point when Hid got a lil bit high and someone that I don’t really trust is there. Once I cannot trust him/her, it means that I will never leave any of the closest to me to be handed over to them to be in their care. If they themselves cannot take care of themselves, then forget it.

I wasn’t even working with full focus yesterday because I was worried over Hid…she was rather high yesterday and I just can’t trust anyone else there. Vin was there but she’s busy handling Baize alone while having Gong Gong attached to her. In the end, when I saw Anto, I feel rather relieved as Anto took the responsibility to take care of Hid eventhough Anto’s mummy made him drink till he’s high. Ben gave Hid a Flaming Mikomick concoction and that cause her to get very high.

Then came along Nad. Someone whom I wish I never seen. She also got the flaming shot from Ben and imagine, she was lying down in the smoking room. When seeing her in that condition, I feel like slapping her face on the spot. I’m just wondering how come she doesn’t feel that she make a lot of mistake to me to the extend that I don’t even wanna see her face. I just wanna her to realize that but I think by the time she realize, I’m so not gonna change my mind. Now, I really treasure the people that are around me. Hid, Vin, Anto and Jaja. These are the few that are really close and are by my side. Mwwahh…!We went to MOS after my work and Nad was total flat to the extend that pple have to carry her out. Hahaha..! I can’t imagine that she can actually be like the ol’ her.

In the end, Me, Vin, Wan Win and Hid went to the dancefloor and enjoy the last few minutes. After the last song, we went to the place that we were hanging around before and guess what, Vin gave a tight slap on Syafiq’s face. Wow…!! That’s like wow. I have always pple to do that to him. Muahaha…! How can he actually say that I snatch girls around and dance. I’m not a bastard for a goodness Sake.

Overall, the night was fun. I can’t wait to go to Double O tonight. Tonight is my first night going there. Really hope it’s a happening nite.

To my lil Slenger: Hey hey hey, Enjoy the nite? Really hope you do and remember I will always be here for you k? I luv ya…")

P.S HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY NIZAR... I really hope that you enjoy your birthday k bro. I miss you bro...

2007-08-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

I'm totally tired and worn out. The whole week of enjoyment has ended finally. But i never thought that another week will come by. This is the line up that happened last week.

~Monday, 13 August...~

Everything went on normally as i went to school and in the end, i went home to sleep. Nothing much really happen...:)

~Tuesday, 14 August...~

Met up with Hid and Anto and they accompanied me to collect my dad's medication at jurong.

I was supposed to go to the police post to collect my wallet but in the end, when i reached Bedok Police Post, they say that i can't collect my wallet as the department is closed. I was totally damn mad la...! You imagined me from Choa Chu Kang all the way to Bedok just to collect my wallet den in the end, i cant collect it. It's WTF.

Went to Taka later with Hid and Anto and Vin as i wanted to make a new Debit Card as i wanted to draw out if my pay was credited at midnight..and well it did...Thanks Anto, Hid and Vin... Hmm..Well, thanks Vin for telling me that Taka there's POSB that's opened till seven... Phew..~! I was in Luck...!

2007-08-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Arrgghh, I wanna get out of this situation. I hate being nagged and stuffs. Please for once, I want peace. I just wanna have a sweet time at home and that’s it. But guess my past has been always the source for the chaos at home.

09 August, 2007

I went down to Esplanade to catch the fireworks with Hid and Anto. Yan was supposed to follow but I guess he was too tired that he didn’t joined us for the fireworks. Jaja was working as there were shortage of staff and Vin was on the way but she still missed the fireworks. Met Hid at Lot 1 at about 5 by which we straight take the train to City Hall. I can tell you, we can die walking to Esplanade. It’s not the distance that’s gonna kill me but it’s the crowd that can actually cause me to suffocate. Anto was already at Esplanade earlier on. So, we met him at Subway and had our “dinner”. Upon reaching, Anto’s face was like rather mad. We were like all asking what’s wrong with him but he just don’t response and finally, after a smoke, he told us everything. He was actually was hit by a policeman accidentally and I guess he was hit on his sensitive part of his shoulder. But don’t worry.. I guess he’s fine.

Watching the fireworks at about 8 plus and in the end, my brother got on time to Marina Sq. and he managed to catch the fireworks. Wow.!! It was so magnificent. How I wish it lasted for the whole lifetime.Met Vin and Yan at Clarke Quay later cause we planned to go to Cheeky’s which is also Vin’s old workplace. Haha..!

Once we reached, I just forgot that I lost my wallet and my IC is inside. So, how am I gonna get in? I was so lucky that the bouncer allow me to go in. Vin was like saying “ ….my brother lost his IC…”. We drank tequila shots and yeah….i like it. I’m so going to keep on drinking. Haha.! Imagine, 1 shots is like $5. Isn’t it cheap ? I know that Double O sell it for like $3 but I’m ok about it. Yan drank 2 shots and Vin drank like 5 shots. But with just 2 shots, Yan was rather high. It’s really2 funny.

10 August,2007

Went to work like on time but was a bit late as I wait for Vin and yeah. I was an in-charge yesterday at Lounge B. I was happy as I got back my title as an in-charge. Anyway, I got my incentive cheque and guess what, it’s like damn pathetic as it’s only $21.97. I’m so gonna get more in the next three months.

To my Bro Anto,
If you’re reading this, it’s not a matter whether you can take care of yourself or what, it’s a matter on how you think well and be positive. Its’ all about the mind. I can bet with you, you will be like what you use to be. :D MSG ME…!!

To my lil “Slenger”.
You’re getting now huh? Sleep at home when it’s like 11pm? Really good now. But whatever it is, just remember, my plan of getting someone drunk with tequila… Haha.. On that day, you must fight your tolerance…

To my lil “beep-beep:
Just get on with life and forget the past. That’s what you need to do now, not to look back. And work well this Sunday k? Talk MORE!!!

Sigining off...
~dane~

2007-08-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

Life’s never been truthful to you. Sometimes you might be lucky that someone is truthful towards but some are not. Well, whatever that I just wrote of truth is not that something that happen to me. It’s just a thought that just flicker in my mind when I just woke up this morning.

I had a rather tired day yesterday. I went to school as per normal and I didn’t do my UT. That’s great and in total, I already skip like 3 out of 4 UT for my Enterprise Module. Haha..!

For my overall grading, I need 14 out of 16 grades and 3 out of 4 UT and I actually busted my UT. I really pray hard that I can continue of years in poly and also get my bursary that I applied for.

We were late for work yesterday and it’s all thanks to Yan. He insisted of getting his pants before going to work and not only that, he also want it to be altered. I was like mad and furious cause I know that I’m confirm to be late for work.And yeah, we are late for work but we’re lucky that Sharleen is not mad. Haha..!! We also have to do a “Spring Cleaning” cause it’s like today is National Day’s Eve and we are like preparing for the celebration. Sounds crap huh? But it’s the truth..:D

Signing Off,
…Dane…

2007-08-07T01:28:00.001+08:00

Something happened today that really makes me damn mad. How can the police be rather disorder in doing things? I thought they were supposed to be doing their efficiently. Haix..! I wonder when can i retrieve my wallet. And ya, i'm sure people are wondering how on earth how my wallet is at Tampines Police Station while i'm like living in CCK.

The story goes like...
Me, Hid, Anto and Faz went to Far East to just walk around while waiting for Vin who is about on the way to buy her pants. While waiting, me and Anto went behind Far East to smoke and later, Hid and Faz joined. About ten to twenty minutes later, i realised my wallet went missing. I became panic and start to follow the trail that i walked just now. But it's to no avail.

I gave up on finding my wallet and just planned on how much i need to spent in getting my IC and Student Card and also other cards.

Unexpectedly, i received a call from an unknown number saying that he's a Sergeant from TPC and he's calling regarding my wallet. He said that a person actually passed the wallet to them on the same day that i lost it. He instructed me to come down today to TPC and collect my wallet at about 7 - 8pm. And guess what? When i reached Tampines, i called the TPC and said that i'm reaching in about 10 minutes and to my bloody surprise, they told me that there's no instruction of anyone claming any item today. I was rather mad to the response of the officer. How can ? That was what makes me mad.

Anyway, to whom that found my wallet, i really thanked you for returning me the wallet. I pray that you'll be rewarded someday. The founder of my wallet actually didnt even take my money that's inside!! How lucky i was...

Hang out with Vin at Pasir Ris and took the bus home. Whilst on the journey, here's the snapshots that me and Hid took...:

Me with new shades..Haha..!!

Hid n Me at C.K Tang...

Hid n Yan, her camwhore partner...

Hid and two "clowns" behind her..HurHur...

Me and my swit lil Jaja.. :D

Hid and our lil' Antonio... :P

That's all for today..

...Sianz...
~Dane~

2007-08-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm...I think it's time for me to clean up this bloggie from all this spiderwebs and cobwebs around. It's been almost a month since i last updated. Lots of events took place that really hurt my feelings for the past few weeks but im lucky enough to pull through and not to be so petty over things.

Friends do come and go. You can be overjoyed with their company but they can also anytime stab you from behind. Never i thought that i have to face it again but i did. He was literally mad at me yesterday and since he knows that i'm a weakest link in the circle of friends, i'm the victim.But that doesn't even mean that that particular ass can just kick my butt. I think i'm just a bit to lenient to him and that's the reason one he did that. From now on, it's not gonna be me who's gonna give in as all this while, i've been getting the ~~shits~~ and now, face it ASS...!!!

A new member joined our crew. Vin..ahah, she actually someone's sister and i was introduced to her by hid. I was asked wheather Vin can work at our workplace. And since i'm rather responsible i guess, i asked sharleen wheather Vin can joined our floorstaff vacancy and the answer was yes and she was to start immedeatly after the interview on friday. Wow..!! That's fast..!! :D

On Sunday, we were supposed to go for a staff party at humper( i think that's the spelling) which is located at Goodwood Park. Me, Hid, Anto, Vin, Jaja and Yan gather at China One and was about to go until one of our colleague wasnt happy when she got to know Hid, Anti and Jaja was going with us. Me and Yan felt rather fucked up with her attitude that we decided to leave. However, Vin wanted us to stay and just enjoy the night since the last bus is gone, why not we just like spent the night and go home at about 3 in the morning? I agreed with her but not Yan.

When we all decided to go to "Humper", we realised that Yan was wearing sandals and berms and he cant enter. OMG...!! Another problem...!! Yan was mad and in the end, we doesnt want to go but he wanted to drag me and Hid to go home with him. Why must it always be his flow? Cant he just follow the flow for once? While trying to persue Yan to go, my mum was like calling me andnagging at me of going home late. She was like saying " If you think of going home late again, never think of going to work at China One anymore.." She called a few times but i rejected it since my battery was low.In the end, Vin and her clique,Yanie, went to HRC and the rest of us went home.

...~~dilemma~~....
~dane~

~[M]adness [O]f [S]tupidity~

2007-05-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i'm so lost in between of no where. I'm so damn tired and just too restless. But i forced myself to energise myself and go to school. Went to school and got the lesson was rather ok. Not to mention that its "Wassup" lessons. He's forever never agree with me.

Didnt meet Hid or Yan the whole day till the end of the class and meet them at BK. Yan was wearing the shirt that he bought on one of the day when he actually supposed to work but he didnt. Hmmpphh..~! Hid and Yan wore a semi formal wear and they didnt tell me... Rabak sey...Haix..~!!

When to MOS yesterday, i got so many free tix. Yan was so good to me. I dont know why but it seems that we get along well despite of the past fights. Somesort of rather, maybe he just wanna change or maybe, who knows? Only God knows. I accidentally met Nad and Dan...Its like..OMG.. I wanna meet my Kak and they are like holding me back. I really HATE it...HATE it to core...!!!

Atlast, i saw my Jaja and Yan...I'm really happy to meet them. It's been so long that i met them. My bro and Sis..haha...They are not my real siblings but i regard them as my elder bro and sis. They were like accompanying me all the nite.

I actually keep jumping from one grp to the other. I met my work colleagues and then back to my cliques...Hehe.. I enjoy the nite..But seriously, Vio is not there...

I asked her along but she say she gotta attend her friend's chalet but in the end at 2, she msged me and say that her friend's chalet sux...Haix.~!! How i wish can turn back the time..Anyway, Its over...haah..Looking foward on the 31st May at the Clinic... Vio and Adel will go.

~ Should i or Shouldnt i?~

2007-05-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. what can i say about today ? I woke up just nice for school but i guess i didnt...Hehe..!! Im really sorry teammates that i didnt go to school. But i did managed to help them out with their presentation from home..Cool huh..?!

I was at lot one the whole day today. Kinda ok till like about halfway thru, i was like waiting for Hid... She agreed of meeting me at Lot after school. She and Yan are the only two who went to school. So, i knew Yan was werking so i know Hid will of course accompany him to go to work like what me and Hid normally do. And while waiting, they were actaully under the void deck hanging out..Haha..! They actaully make me think differently. Seriously, i was upset and fucked up about it. I dont like when my best friend and best friend actaully go on together on a relationship...To me, its like so a big fuck issue...

But finally, Hid told me it was a whole fucking joke...OMG..!! They really make me mad for that time being. But one thing, remember, im never a fanatic or paranoid. It's just me and my principle about friends...Hope you guys understand.

I feel like confessing it to her real soon... Cause i dont want her to regard me as a friend and doesnt want to go on... Haix..~! But im just too confused...

~ Waiting for a shooting star ?~

2007-05-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...what about today? Hehe.. i skipped my UT again..OMG...its like twice i didnt do my UT. I will have to make sure i come on Thursday. Its like on Mathematics and Computing. I already missed my favourite subject which is Science.. But whatever, reached class at about 9.30 and while walking to the class, Vio saw me at the window and was like shaking her head..Haha.. She's like living in Pasir Ris while me living in CCK but im late... Hehe..anyway, todays problem kinda sux..!!

Imagine, out of 5 grps, almost half of the class got it all wrong. I ws like what the hell... Haix.~! Lesson was as per normal n i start arguing in class as in with my teammates. Tats what my faci likes abt me lor, keep arguing abt my point when i think its right. So, did my RJ in class and viola...Im done..!!

Was suppose to go 4 my break but no one called me up...Haiyo... was waiting like hell... but never mind.. i dont go around braggin about it.After school, we all meet up and Fai went to his workplce to collect his pay and me Yan n Hid was like stil hangin around at CWP while waiting for Fai to be otw to Vivo den we proceed. N guess wat, i started to talking to him. It was like, a sudden words that came out of Yan's mouth..Haha...and thats where we starting talking.... We were suppose to reach Vivo b4 7.20 but we actualli reached ther at abt 7.40 and Fai was like mad...Haiyo... But anywae, its our fault... We catch the 9.35 show and the movie we watched was "NEXT"...

It's a story abt a guy or illusionist who can actuali predict the future 2 mins b4 it happend...Cool huh~! But the story line is somesort like "The Butterfly effect" tat was in e cinema 2 yrs ago. Anywae, it was fun...

Just reached home now and im blogging...

I still got a question dangling in my head..
Its been long tat i have not fall for a girl....
But it seems tat my heart is open to someone...
But im confused and dont know how to take it...
Should i just wait for the shooting star and make a wish...??
...

~Fweee~

2007-05-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

Well..nothing much happened today. Woke up like about 7.45 and took the train with Hid and reach Wdlands at about 8.30. We were early and Yan reached there even before us. We were like waiting for Fai. Haha..!! Today is like Enterprise for me..OMG.!! It's that naggy old faci.

I was abit lethargic in class. I didnt really participate in class discussion but in fact my whole didnt. We were like just brain dead. I was like busy on friendster and @ whosgoing while the rest of my members are like playing games. We were supposed to do a short skit. Ours is like
about bully. I wanted to do about Envy. Its like i always faced it in all my workplace.

And guess what ?! Im not talking to him again and its like 4 days. OMG..!! How long its gonna last? Seriously, i missed him disturbing me lor. Eventhough its like irritating, now it seems so silent. I dont know la, but this friendship thingy that has been happening to me since secondary school. For once, i want to haf a friend who is loyal and honest to me. I used to have a few but all seems to be different.

One already changed for the worst and she doesnt seem to be the person i used to know and deep down, i do miss the old her. The other one has changed in a sense that he's a bit paranoid and keep having this assumption. He's trying to change im really happy for it. I love all my friends. I love my old and new friends. Hid, Fai, Yan, Jaja n Yan, my Kak Mel and Kak Mar...OMG..!! Im so lucky to haf them by my side.

Im so thankful to God that im gifted to have like you guys..:)

~Mystical of the Dream~

2007-05-21T02:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm, what can i say about today? I actualli woke up at 12.37 pm.. Accurate huh? I was like working yesterday and it wasnt as pack as Friday. I was lucky that i was stationed to a place that is small...So, it was fun. Wasnt talking to him again. Him refers to one of my friend that i rather close to but its because of some prob with communication, we had a cold war. Its been three days sia. OMG..>!! HOw long it will last...?

I reach home about 5.49 pm this morning and went to sleep straight. Was damn tired sia..haha..When i woke up, i got to know about my grandma going to for her "umrah" in about a weeks time...i was like.OMG...i haf acting cold 2wards her cause she's been nagging about me going home late and i was like hiding from her that i pierced my ear...and yup...i did...!! Haha... SOunds so devilish...!!

Went to Causeway with Hid and Fai.. Watched the movie "Bridge of Terithibhia"...it was damn mystical sia... Yan should have watch it but too bad, i guess he was too tired working yesterday. We were to engross to the movie that we started imagining lots of things. Hid started to be so excited when she saw purple flowers in the movie..She's like so into PURPLE...haha... and after the movie, she was like starting imagining around her are purple roses...

I msg someone again today..Haha..was rather excited...Haiyo...I dont know sia... Wheather shes got the feel for a malay guy like me...Coz she's a chinese and i go for mix or rather chinese girls...Well...just see if it really works....